Habits

I sometimes think why we behave how we do. Everyone has habits, so hard to let go. Habits accumulated over the years of meeting people. Habits picked up, heard, seen and done.

The habit of not giving up. Of waiting. Of hoping. The habit of sitting wrapped in a towel after a hot shower because you're not sure of the day anymore. The habit of not being sure. Of decisiveness. Of indecisiveness.

So much so they begin to define us. Involuntarily. Subconsciously.

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